To once again honor the life of his mother, Kanye West turned to Twitter to leave a birthday note.
“Nori asked if the airplane could take her to heaven to see you for your birthday, I love you mom,” he tweeted, with a photo of him holding his arm around his mother’s shoulder.
Donda West would have turned 69-years-old today; she died at age 58 in November, 2007. West was a scholar and professor whose professional career lasted 31 years, including time as the chairwoman of Chicago State University’s English Department.
For the past nine years Kanye has made sure his mother’s name lives on, ensuring that anyone who didn’t meet her or work with her knows her name and understands the impact she had on her son. In 2012, Kanye named his creative content company DONDA after his mother, and he founded Donda’s House Inc. to give youth access to arts instruction programs.
West has also paid homage to his mother through his music, both before and after her death. A highlight from his 2004 album Late Registration is the Mother’s Day anthem “Hey Mama,” which details the sacrifices she made for him while he was growing up, and compared her to poetry by Maya Angelou and Nikki Giovanni. “I appreciate what you allowed for me, I just want you to be proud of me,” he sings on the chorus.
His mother’s death was also a large part of the inspiration behind 808s & Heartbreak, his wintry, desolate album from 2008. The project, praised for its depiction of sadness and loneliness, was released roughly a year after Donda’s passing and after Kanye’s breakup with his longtime girlfriend. The booklet for the album has a photo of Kanye kissing his mother on the cheek.
The themes of loss can be tied to the album as a whole, but “Coldest Winter” and “Pinocchio Story” stand out. The former uses desolate drums as Kanye sings, “it’s 4 a.m. and I can’t sleep, her love is all that I can see,” and “her love is thousand miles away.” On “Pinocchio Story,” he longs for his mother’s guidance and blames himself for her death. “There is no Geppetto to guide me, no one right beside me, the only one was behind me, I can’t find her no more, can’t follow no more,” he sings. “And the day I moved to L.A., maybe it was my fault.”
Perhaps the most poignant song about Kanye’s mother is “Only One,” which he made with The Beatles’ Paul McCartney. The lyrics see Kanye portraying his mother, looking down on him from heaven. She calls him ‘Mari, an abbreviation of his middle name Omari; says she knows he’s happy with his two “angels,” wife Kim Kardashian and then-newborn daughter North; and reaffirms that she’s proud of him, and loves him, imperfections and all:
“And you're still my chosen one, remember who you are / No you're not perfect but you're not your mistakes / You know I never left you, cause every road that leads to heaven's right inside you.” - "Only One"
From all those songs to the new video game he's working on to the still technically unreleased "Mama's Boyfriend," Donda West has been a guiding light for Kanye throughout his career. She's the one who hopped in a U-Haul van with him all those years ago, and Kanye's ensuring she lives on through his music. RIP Donda West.
By William Ketchum III, aka @WEKetchum
Photo Credit: @Al_Patron